anfd i have come to the conclusion, the most interesting conversationg occur when either, its me erin caroline and Evan, or when its me and nick. and horwood can be cool asfar as computers are concerned.Toms always good for conversation, NOT THAT TOM! jinkies.

Well i am now sure that new york is a megalopolis and i dont think sao paulo is

italy... dont worry, i'll tell you later :P

im pretty definate on it now.

drama tomorrow birthday monday, i hope sam doesnt call, i'll be at school doing art, eaurgh that would be torture. well not torture but miff inducing. thopugh he probablyt won't because he sent me a postcard, cheap bastard.

Tee hee hee so many sexual innnuendos to make... where to start. well me and Evan did quite alot of batting tonight, he batted me for a bit then i batted him, and then when that got boring (it didnt) we started sucking , of course aevery now and again we still went for a bat , mu ha ha ha.

do you realise that if you search google for zefnu there is one entry, and its lust random leters?!!!! can you believe it! ZEFNU i mean REALLY

i should be in bed, i have drama tomorrow, im so fucked, im screwed, i'll deal, poker? rito

i have a new favourite quote !!!!

its about an airbus

"The fact is, the plane did exactly what it was supposed to do," he said. Only it landed in the trees.

eugh, frikken anxiety, frikken stress. yes im getting anxiety again how fucked is that?!. ohwell i'll deal

mom got me wierd "herbal" anti stress things which hjave saint john wart or something like that (plant name) and apparently its a mild antidepressant lol. i'm sure that taking prozac would destress me just as well :P ohwell i'll give it a try and if it works too well... i duno, i want to go to an ACTUAL herbalist

I went to pilates, it was tough, my legs are really tired though if i keep it up i should get abs!, well a six pack.

Did you know that Aaron is canadian? Thats right, i think he was born in saskatoon, or possibly manitoba, yeah Aarons pretty manitoba ish.

apparently having ADD is like being 5 years younger which means i will be turning 12 in 3 days!

i get a new fone if my budget is highenough i want the 3650, and my new laptop is going to be an ibook 800 30 gig hard drive 128 ram, bla bla bla, what all you heard was "im a dirty bitch"

I GOT A POST cARD FROM SAM TODAY!!! happy birthdaY of course it was early, but YAY. it also had a really nice picture of what a street in brazil used to look like, not the nor,mal type of picture that i like but nice none the less

Poor aaron, the one day i'm online for a while and decide to fuck my busy policy (lol) hes no one :) althoyugh i like chatting to him so its more of a :(

i need to find a web page with lots of archaeic english words,

www.zombocom.com

10 minuits

well... 5 anyways i have to get change

i danced with scott today, just to amuse caroline he's not bad looking, i dont really know him.

i was quite shocked today, i made a gay comment to ross andhe didnt get grossed out, he (without thinking) said "mike sucks the cock" and i said "i think we've a;lready established that" he laughed, woah.

had drama todya twASNT BAD, THATS WHEN I DANCED WITH SCOTT. frikken cfapslock.thats it im leaving!

why is it that EVERYONE knows what to do for my art work? the basic infpo that i give people is "cubes and light" so their imagineations take is a million different directions, showing everyone is creative.

i go bed now (4 days to birthdayness)

well my mom is officialy evil! i have a math tutor who i think is really great, or helpful either way... and mom was like nope im not going to reccomend her to luke, even though i dislike him doesnt mean that mom shouldnt give him her name for him to try, i mean she might not be his type of tutor anyways, bah mom = evil

ohwell i have three minuites till i have to go this time. and this time i am to work on drama costumes, fun!

AAAHH i have exactle 3 moinuites tpo wroite this

i seem tobe pissing people off with my new busy policy. i try to keep as busy as possible because busy people get more done, and if you sit down then you lounge so igf i give myself limited lounge time i will elarn to make better use of my time and apreciate life more, because i (obviouslyt) havent been appreciating enough lately, one bad thing happ4ens and i get all... cranky, im such a dick ohwell.

I's like to apologise, to Aaron (incase i dont talkj to him till tomorrow, im impatient, for npot having much time, therefore., to spend online.

oh yeah today was good, i discoverede theat in thenext two weeks i should be getting a new fone and a new .laptop, how fantastic is that

one minuite

gotta run

Ok it's official i have TERRIBLE taste in men, even Erin who usually has more muscled taste in men said this guy was way too biff. i quit form now on i'll just point to random guys that i will think other people will think are hot, much easier.

I wish mom would stop trying to run my fucking life, and treating me like a 3 year old. its like she thinks i cant do anything for myself, and the way she treats john! john you have to do everyhting yourself for uni, now here sre some coureses you might be interested then you just call this number, and then go see this lady tomorrow.

I cant remember i either had a bad day or good day, *sigh* i liked my old life, everyday was a good day, now the more i see mom the worse of a day it is.

I dunno... i just dont feel like Me any more...

i shouldnt hand in business studies

so many quesion... when did i become so meek?

damn reflective dance music...

i think im angry at everyone, but just minor anger.

i should move to oxford street everything is simple there, eat sex sleep, nothing elkse.

so much for my complaine 65% less NYR resolution, atleast i should be driving tonight.

tutoring in t-20 min

i hate luke

and i dont use the word hate for people very often.

I dont understand people, why cant they all be as simple as me,

*looks at watch*

i dont care

fuck art, drama business studies and english. fiuck them all

I'll stick to the subject i can do, math although i cant really do that

well i think its apparent it was a bad day

i hate using words differently to other people, language sucks.

i hate the people who say stuff like action isnt who you are, its what you do. what its implying is the way you speak is you, and people are NOT that easy

*looks at clock* times up.....

On a high note, i got the DNA "sexiest men of 2002" issue :D im sure erin will like it.

eugh.... EUGH

Recap on the yahotties, all of the ones i just mentioned plus (these are the other ones that i can remember mentioning)

Dominic West smile to die for
Taye Diggs, hot actor, recently compared to sidney poitier
Ethan Embry one of the few guys i would call cute
Pavel Novotny Czech porn star, WOO
Freddie Prinze Jr nyeh, im kinda over him

Grr fucking lonliness. i went to mardi gras and felt so full of pride ( dont know what theres to be...pride ful about yeah i like saex with men WOO>>>? or not...) but now i just feel lonely, mick has a girlfriend john almost does, caroline has a not crush, so does Erin, jess and Evan were a couple for a long time, Aaron and nick are Aaron and nick, and therefor don't count Mitch is a slut, Deon has fiona, Jenny has a crush on Chris, it feels liek everone has someone to be attached to but me. but then again i feel like this on any day where i dont get to see my friends.

first of all, a few word changes:
1) singular of sheep is shoop
2) mufty is now mifty
3)Stud is to be used more often along wiht Yahottie
4) Ebil in liu of Evil, and ijiot instead of idiot
5) idiot proofing is now a real term

Now for some more men to be added to the Yahotties List:

Brett Humble, he has a body to die for, and looks great in speedos *winks at jenny*
Broodie holland he's an AFL player but when he's off the field with his shirt off... mmmm
Lucas Kerr mmm model killer smile, nice arms...
Colin Farrell MMM rugged bad boy from ireland
Hugh Jackman, well DUH
Lucas Tyler, remind me to watch naked news on Sat Day