HEE HEE i dont think i can ever fel sad again...well untill my wall is painted...

Since my rom is getting "blued" mom said i could paint a fact i put the biggest happiues smily face and i cant help but smile when see it, hell even just knowing its there makes me happy

WHY CANT I FUCKING LET GO i cant let go of anyhting, and there are so many examples which i cant write because of... stuff

*turns aretha franklin up louder*

*screams*

damn it why is that i always get flashes of what i write as movies, kindof like i'm "watching" my life and its always the last scene...

*dances as aaron regains semi perfect nature again* well he didnt do marijuana, unless there is some way to classify marijuana as not being a drug, and i should probably review his choise of tense, well according to the way it wrote is it says that he doesnt and wont, but i accused of him doing in the past, nyeh i'll just assume that he didnt, much easier

DAMNIT have you been to simply BBQ at towers there is the HOTTEST guy that works there *drools* DAMN STRAIGHT NESS i bet his name will turn out to be Aiden aswell *swoons*

Um...

DAMN FRIKKEN CHEAP BROTHER / CD PLAYER

John = go to canada
john = no discman
John = take mike's discman
Mike on camp = goes insane due to lack of music / hot sex with jenny, though i am sure that can be arranged
DAMNIT I NEED SOME SOURCEOF MUSIC ON CAMP OR I WILL DIE

And now for some awards, no not frikken industry awards, stupid business *mutter compaints about stuff of no consiquence*

Golden 1 up Mushroom To
ME!
For having enough love to fill a vat for jenny to swim in... ?

Poison Mushroom To
AOL Time Warner
For being so hard to become the CEO of

Yahottie Award To
the guy at USYD with the sexy smile, tanned body tallness exy body yellow shirt jeansn did i mention the fantastic smile? he has a dreamy smile
Because he is HOT and he has a KILLER SMILE

Random award Of Excillence To
the term PFFT
it says so little yet annoys so much

Weeelll.. if carolines goign to bed im going to be bored, damnit tom why arent you backj in sydney yet, or have a computer surgically grafted to your body

Grr damn cheap ass surprise, i have to choose 3 (THREE) and i only wanted to do one, now i can see two that i would be hapy with, but three!!!??? *ponders* i still only REALLY want the one, but i could settle with the second one and i have no idea for the third, maybe somthing completelly defferent, ike an elk to a steam roller, they have noithing in common, so after choosing two elks i will also choose a steam roller, ohwell i still hvae to talk to some competitors...

I went to USYD and i have decided that i am going to that university when i finish highscool. *thinks of all the hot guys he saw today* *changes pants* i went to some business studies thing.. pretty cool. except carl was there. bastard ohwel; there were *shock* some hot guys. and then i wernt for lunch saw the world's HOTTEST guy and he smiled (not at me) and i melted, if his name was aiden i would have fainted. then on the bus i saw another indredibly sexy guy who smiled at ME this time he wasnt AS good but still pretty damn... kets just say if he said "is it hot in here or is it just me" no one would disagree... well jenny might because he didnt look like he had marijuana

Welcome back Peru People, even though i dont think any of them read this becasuse they were in peru when i re opened it

*smiles pleasently*

why is it that when i read isnt it keepgs looking like IGN?

ok, i just remembered the whol eget evil people addicted to heroin was mostly carolines idea.

Life Would be so much easier if all humans were elks. Elks don't use drugs so ther ewould be no need for drug dealer elks, and elks also don't have contact lenses. And elks arent smart loyal or whatever it is they just run jumpo frolic and get eaten.

i have another real life solutuon on what the government should do to drug dealers, when ever a drug dealer gets caught they shioulod immediately be forced to be addicted to heroin. then when theyre addicted we lock them into a cell for a year with absolutely no way of them getting heroin and then when theyre finally getting over the withdrawl symptoms.. we do it again, then we repeat. and eventually they'll go insane and kill themselves and we can book em for suicide sound good? i thought it did

AHH dead leg, damn cheap chair ow ow ow ow

Can o' love *ponders* *gets business idea (ike real one not just a fake cheap in a can series)*
A sort of cherry cola pink in courlour but in each bottle comes some different hearts with different materials in tem so that the bigges tone floats highest then a slightly smaller one then a slightly smaller one again... do you get what im sayin? and it could a specially designed cub on the end for killing drug dealers...

*poders something someone said...well series of things soneone said*

GRRRR IM SO IMPATIENT, dmanit why did i give jenny those three letter.... its too obvious if she figured out what to do with them.... she's a bit slow sin't she?

i cant believe o i forgot that on my hate list, CONTACT LENSES RRRRRRG

*gets confused abotu soemthing soeone said about doing things and that person having drug dealer friends* rrg *SCREAMS* dontn you haate it when perfect people are suddenly not perfect

ok i've figured it out. whenever i need to play an angry character in drama think of Druglords *throws heavy fragil;e valueable thing at wall* the to feel better think of the name Aiden *swoons at name* *swoons agaiun because he went back and reread the name*

so if your name is aiden and you know m ick and happen to be gay my icq is 63347476 msn is pacmacja@mac.com (though thats not my actual email Yahoo is pacmacmikey

why is it that all the guys that i have had crushes on at some time or another are they guys that have the most beautiful eyes...? Sam had really REALLY dark almost black eyes. and Aaron... he has nice eyes... i had a description but it was far to romantic etc

*breaks rule* i cant help it i think better late at night, well my thoughts are more amusing

Eugh drug dealers, how could anyone be friends with drug dealers like i can possibly understand people that take drugs but someone that supplies a long painful death. i mean really i i had known something earlier i might have even dumped him.. no hes not a fucking drug dealer..... but friends with soemone that supplies a long painfus disorientated death, its like leaving a trail of gumdrops out into the middle of a highway so that some little kid who doenst know any better runs out and gets smashed against a car and theyre fucking friends with him or her,

do you know what i just realised from jenny, even just saying that im working on a surprise.... what she doesnt realise is that Timing is perhapse the most important thing about this... it can't be a. im consitering i have to wait till its definate even then i should still wait untill... later.... thats as specific as i am going to be... bit me jenny

things that make me angry:
People who are friends with or are drug dealers fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!! *white knuckles* even just seeing that on the screen makes me want to pick up my laptop and throw it against the wall so i never have to see that fucking statement agian maybe im just taking my anger at something else but either fucking way
Aaron saying people like Tom or Sean are "loyal" fuck yes, loyal to their dealer or whatever but fuck really
The ironic thing is the next thing on the list is people who ar eintolerable of other people's choices of friends, like some people who insult ingrid directly to my face,
Brooke....

the fiurst two things there make me wish i was a poet so that i could come close to explaining my disgust, hatered complete abhorrance at these fucked up putried terrible EVIL things...

It seems life has gone back to where it was 6 months ago, same crush, same obsession with boost juice *drools* luckily its not a year ago thought because then i would have to "fall out" of my boxers infront of the year nines again... moan... (not orgasmic moan but like aww)

i've figured that for my surpise, that if i tell everyone it will 1 not be a surprise and 2 waste all the suconscious marketting efforts and will then not get done. it wouldn't have the same impact because it would have to start with im consitering.... in stead of hey guess what i'm....

Anyways on to math

I wish i actualyl knew how "popular" i was. i have come to the conclusion that i run myself like a business. this *points to blog* is just a marketting ploy. its just one of those sort of all publicity is good publicity things. i mean if i REALLY think about it strategic marketting partners Erin and Aaron. It would also explain my need for a "surprise" ie publicity stunt... i should get a publicicist... instead of trying to get profits im just trying to get people to like me. i have a very adaptable product, a personality... very mouldable thing. i came to a conclusiojn simaler to this one a while ago excpet io thought the way to be popular was to make peoople... think abot you. hence attention seeker... i even have a jingle "mike is god mike is god" LOL i cant becieve people actually sing that :D. not i just need a cool logo... hmmm

wel because its not eleven i can feel free to spam my blog, did you know theres a company called "fone blog" which will soon make it possibly for people w ho have camera fones to have their own sort of mini blog

Did you know... that...er..... hmm... i cant think of anything interesting so i'll call evan or luke and see what theyre doing today... .. . ..

shit *runs to post office*

Late New years resolutions:
No writing Emails, or blog entries after 11
Complain 65% less
be 66.9 % sexier and get naked less often (that includes "hanging out" infront of year nines)
Stop conviincing yourself that mick wants you, he doesnt.
meet chris er... candlestickmaker and tell him that jennyhas a huge crush on him and wants to hot sex him if he ever gets the chance.
Meet more new people, though this one may be delayed to next year for un obvious reasons to everyon except for me Alex and Celso and possibly one or two other people... or maybe i could use it both years

Mom threatened to take away my trip to brazil *cries* and my car *Cries* erhapse i could make a deal get a powerbook G4 instead..... . ... .. . .. .. ... .. .. .. . . .. . .. . .... . ... . . ... .. .. .. ... .. .. ... ... . . ... ... ....;. dont mind me, just thinking, the entertaining part, is you don't know WHY she threatened to take away my expsive future... things

Things i hate:
Msn (especially messenger, message could not be sent, then the person replies to the message that "was not sent" damn you msn damn you!!!!)
People the come online for a minuite then go offline again especiaqlly when its someone you really wanted to talk to and you dont even know if it was just like some freak accident that they came online or if they just went invisable, bastards
Contact lenses, apparently they hate me because i have a stygmatism so now getting contacts is much more difficult bastards
Shoes
Wallets
theres mroe that i just cant think of

I found some psychoilkogical evaluation of me from when i was 8. apparently i do everything i can to be different from my brother (a conclusion i came to myself) i have issues with my family (so very very true i see them for like an hour a day) im a genius, cool, im in the top 98th percentile of something. i was used colours "flamboyantly" in my drawings and there was something about me not being masculine or not doing masculine things so apparently my parents should urge me to do manly sports to shao that i can still be different from john without being full different and that theres nothing wrong with being masciuline or something like that.

the cool thing was that i have come to most of those conclusion on my own, about the be different from john family issues and gay hello!. of course the genious thing *laughs* i think they should have gone toi a more expsnive psychologist.

damn
hot
sex
muppets
now

i suppose i should give out some awards eh

Golden 1 UP Mushroom to
Celso or Ceslo
for helping me with info about.... stuff... i didnt know that brazilians had such a wealth of information.

Regular 1 UP Mushroom to
Tom
maybe it will improve his weekend up at byron bay

Poison Mushroom to
Blogger
not letting jenny post, and therefor limiting one of my main sources of entertainment .... gone

Mega Mushroom to
school effort next year
i know i will put a fuck load more effort in next year, i have motivation for once, no its not the fuckign HSC and no im not going to tell you what it is, though maybe if your really polite i will say "how about no scott" and i actually have two things motivating me now. much more motivted when it was the chance of getting a BMW Z3 / new powerbook

Mini Mushroom to
the size of an inch, but just for me
think of the benefits, i wouldbe like 8 feet tall, my printer would be more accurate, it would still be *number* of dots per inch but the inch would be smaller, i can not think of anythign negative about this, hence fourth all inches are 25% smaller i am now 7 feet 7 inches tall

closure

i've finally come up with a way to get away from my family withough moving out, its ingenious, well not really but good enough. what you want me to tell you.... rrriiiggghhhttt...

Driving is so depressing it maks me feel so unartistic. and stupid. see the great thing about all my other blogs is that i would philosofiz- philosofis- think about why i did stuff of why i came to certain conculions, i bet its pissing you off that im not today, hee hee hee.

im either excited or sad, i never really now they're both so very similer.

DAMNit IGN is still sponsored by coke (www.ign.com) normally is very very blue, today its very very red. and its been very red for like... two weeks i wish they would be sponsored by pepsi so it would be back to normal, unless its pepsi one in which case it would be grey, ew

*turns music back on* that is all

Eugh i dont think i've put enough efort in for this surpise idea to work, but we'll see. mu ha ha ha he he he

no proposition today how depressing