This is me, now. This is the story of how i mature, grow and learn. of course the most important thing, its major way of getting attention fo rmyself!

Friday, February 07, 2003

i love chicago, i couldnt stop smiling and this was the third time ive seeen it. nothing beats chicago.*ignores ovious to self comment on whats better*

damn limited choice of things to say due to audiance, damn you!!!! ohwell i suppose i would just fill thuis up with the same pointless stupid stuff. if only i could actually write damn lack of talent in anything.

oh i cant resist, i have to keep talking about it. i mean I AM JENNY'S VALENTINE how incrdibly lucky am i? i mean comeone its not everyday that you get to be JENNY'S valentine *sighs a long sigh* *Sighs jenny* i think im in love.

Her hair is so smooth and flowing
It smeels beautiful like pantene
her clothes are sof at clean
they smell witht he beautiful scent of fresh laundry
and she smells in gneral the
intoxicating scent of fruit
*JJJJEEENNNYYYY*

ok i know it seems a bit sily to be unveiling a special new award for jenny again but i think she deserves the PLATINUM star. sigh i wish there was a higher award to give her,

alas, i cannot hold it in the one who has stolen myheart (shaped card denouncing valentine status) is jenny

EUGH the beautiful blue is tiurning the greyish carpit into this putrid colour, eush and everything in the room thats not an actuall colour is now this wierd disgusting colour, nyeh im over it

BLUE, Pepsi blue, The sky's blue, by shoe's inserts are blue, my sheets are blue, and now to match my walls and roof are blue! im sure though this will increase the likelyness of me trying to go to bed in the wall, but not being able to find where the sheet ends and the matteress starts, or loff os knowing where the window is because its all blue!!! and not being able to find my shoues, oh dear god what have i done?! I'll tell you what because i wil never be able to find my way out i will have done the worls, or at least Jenny a great favor one less gay guy for her to be anoyed at :P

oh my god i was so embarased by my dad (again) tonight he sat down and started eating his dinner, normal right well 1) we have guests and 2) no one else had sat down let alone finished cooking. i swear why must i have this one flaw in my otherwise perfect life? , well my mom and brother arent quite perfect, but everything else is i have a blue room, a crush, a GAMECUBE, a valentine.

I pledge to write more in these entries so that ther eis something more decent to read than just "IIIIIIIIII LLLLLLOOOOOOOOVVVVVVEEEEEEE YYYYOOOOUUU BBBBBBAAAAABBBBBBBBYYYY "

I'm wearing blue right now so if any international terrorists come in and try to violently attack me, they wont be able to find me because i will blend into the walls and i wil be able to violently attack them with my blue bat mu ha ha ha.

*ponders*

I have one of the most beautiful valentines in the world, great brilliant sense of humour, fantastic imagination, CREATIVE!, inspired, witty, intelligent, female, damnit! damn her lack of penis, nyeh i'll just go back to wanting my crush.

Elopement..?

Thursday, February 06, 2003

IIIIIIIIII LLLLLLOOOOOOOOVVVVVVEEEEEEE YYYYOOOOUUU BBBBBBAAAAABBBBBBBBYYYY

sorry its stuck in my head.

Luckily i dont have any tutoring tonight, for im ever so tired.

AAAAAAAH LLLLUUUUVVVV YYYYYYOOOOOUUUUUUUU BBBBBAAAYYYYYBBBBEEEE

Wednesday, February 05, 2003

RRR stupid math tutors, why cant they come in a pill, swallow and be good at math!

Oh Yes
Oh Yes
Oh Yes
They Both
Oh Yes
They Both
Oh Yes
They Both
Reached For
The Gun
The Gun
The Gun
The Gun
Oh Yes
They Both Reached For The Gun

Son's Name : Aiden
Daugher: Roxie

I wish i could write, interesting plot characters, use of adjectives complex, i love the audiance loves me and i love the audiance loves me and we both love each other, Sorry got off topic a bit there. i hate it that i suck at writing, the only way i can keep the readers is by including lots of sex.

I had nando's for dinner, yummaliscious i had a simple chicken burger. very tastey.

DAMN IT I'm angry at crushes again, or not. i dont know...

Speaking of crushes... actually... never mind....

why does everyone seem to know "me" but me loldamnit i promised myself :no cliches fuck hmmm just pretend I said "roar roar roar" instead, Razzel Dazzel em and they'll beg you for more.

anyways off to math

Tuesday, February 04, 2003

I suppose crushes arent that bad, i mean it does give you something to look forward to, something to get excited about, something... to do, to look at, to think about....nyeh,

Monday, February 03, 2003

IM SO BORED, GACK

aaron wanted ME to go to some drug council thing, i dont know if he was implaying i take drugs or if he was refering to my disgust at drug dealers.

Lemon tang is.. interesting, and has a DISGUSTING after taste *kills lemon tang aftertaste*

I hate crushes i know caroline was right i go form 0-100 in less than a week, 0 being no crush 100 being obsession.

*laughs at entertainng co incidence*

Damnit why can't jenny be right, why cant the entire world be gay, especially, Brazilians Italians, British Canadians (too late :P) and Spanish *imagines concoction* if he was gay i'd ask him out but no god damn straight as an arrow guys,
*mutter something underbreath about how unfair life is etc etc*

i want to kick Mr Phipps right in the face GOD stupid fucked up principle, i'll explain later i think i have something that i can put on the list next to drug dealers and contact Lenses well maybe not as bad as those two.

Free period first tomorrow, *dances* im being very flippant today, lots of conflicting emoptions i guess, Maybe thats why aaron thought i was being wierd, oh well i dont have to be at school untill *counts of fingers *carries the one ** 9:50 and i have gum for tomorrow... dont ask its just exciting. must remember cob's games...

Peace out
lol i've always wanted to write that

Sunday, February 02, 2003

hmm lots of short entries today.. Here's another one

AAAAAHHH STOP TEASING ME LIFE

Now in that is that saying life is teasing me (which is what i want) or is it like slack jawed english yokels saying me instead of my.

And are you only supposed to put "lol" when your laughing or is it ok to use it to fill space / show amusement. like i do.

Well caroline was right, I can not be without a crush of some description, i just hope she was wrong about going from nothing - 400kmph in a day thing.

dont you hate it when people non-seriously suggest things you would so do in a flash? bastards *pouts*