have oyu ever had one of those..er... time periods where you felt completely useless like there was nothing you could do. well that was me... in business studies today, i had to stop myself from crying. i was looking through abook of all the stuff we should know, i could answer one question, out of a few hundred that i should be able to. that was the FIRST time i have evfer felt that.... incompitent.

i think i might be going to the mardi gras afterall i finally found someone to go with, CANADA hot guys...sexy men.... hot sexymen guys..

i have come to a major conclusion. i dont like polo by Ralph lauren, i TRIED to live, but its ugly its old people clothes i mean who the hell would wear something with a picture of a person playing polo on it? i mean really. Te GAP however is good. so is oxford.

damn hot butcher, i think he can tell i think he's hot from the fact that im always looking at him, tee hee hee. ohwell

Damnit Damnit Damnit

a few things have been pissing me off lately.
1) people who knows whats good for everyone
2) people that lean the conversation a certian way because they want to show off, or tell you things that have NOTHING to do with you
3) people who knows whats best for me
4)people bitching about things but doing little to change them

Example for #1

Aaron implied that everyone in the world should eat more salt because it will stop stitches. i know he didnt mean it like that, but the way he said it was like, yeat that will solve all the world's problems

Example for #2

I know i do it all the time, but i try not to. for example, trying to lean the conversation to a place where i can say my lap top is broken. or luke putting completely unrelated song lyrics in his log book so that either the teacher or one of our friends sees them and gives him attention

Example for # 3

Gr i cant think of one right now

Example for # 4

MY mom talking about some acpect of johns crapness but never doing anything about it and if she does then not sticking to her original rules or whatever.

Maybe i've just been irritable lately, because of the impending doom, MID TERMS! and yes im allowed to call them mid terms, bute me.

My bro is such a dick... *slaps bro around* he complained about me being 15 min late from drama, he complained that mom had bought him a car, which has bad miles per liter of gas, he complaines about everything, dick.

today was such a tiring day, NO free periods, drama after school math tutor ohwell i learnt to deal...

OOOOOOH guess what i just realised? i'll be down town on sat day for Usyd (for essay writing thing). Usyd is located down town, the mardi gras is located downtown on satday night....

I had English Natzi over to help me with my english last night, she actually wasnt that bad, she was much more playfull than in class. we worked on sky high, We decided that the way Hannah Robert makes use of past and rpesent tense shows a change in self. we also decided that the specific images which robert creates further emphasises the difference between child hood and adult hood. she obviously also uses contrast. There is also the visual metaphore of the washing line and how it ages, and how the language starts off simplisticlay and becomes more advanced towards the end.

I'm trying to write something long and interesting so that Jenny wil write some thinkg long and interesting, of course her entries are far more enthralling than mine. however i shamll make a vain attempt to compete,

if you dont like computer talk skip this

Well as you all know my laptop broke on friday, ross seems to think something must have hit it pretty hard on the back for it to break like it did, which implies vandelism.
Now there are 2 things that could come of this. 1) i could just get the screen fixed, have it covered by NRMA and be happy, or 2) NRMA will try the new for old replacement thing and i will get an upgraded computer double the megahertz, triple the hard drive, bla bla ba. 0r...er...2.5) if they do the new for old and just give us the money for the lap top ie the 4000 then that means i cna get a 12 inch power book with a g4 processor! woo!!

and start reading from here

I need to find a copy of the Chicago screen play, or script for chicago. this is for related material, yes im still thinking about english!

pfft fine, i will just shut up.

Sorry jenny i cant think of anything amusing / witty / entertaining / fun / angry / happy / slanderous / DAMN HOT SEX ME NOW / interesting / intriguing or any other adjectives whould make this an entertaining entry